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Shadow Romance by otaku-kami, literature

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Shadow Romance

They say love conquers all I hope it's true We are forbidden Holding hands, for us, is a luxury It's like a glass wall i cry on my knees at Even our embrace can't be as we desire Hidden behind a veil of friendship Our love for each other longs to free itself Knowing glances shared Shy smiles given Quick kisses given when nobody is looking This is all we will have Until we can tell the world we are together I hate that our love would be frowned upon But I'm just lucky you love me back You're the best thing to happen to me Even cutting, you can keep me from So I am content to wait Until we no longer have to hide our feelings

Storms of Regret by otaku-kami, literature

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Storms of Regret

As I sit upon the earth Rain stings my face Wind whips my hair This chaos around me It matches what is within my heart Breathing in deeply, drawing air for my shaking body I press the razor against my skin Drawing it across, blood spills down my arm I watch the rain mix with my scarlet Closing my eyes, I focus on the pain Letting my sorrows within bleed to the surface All the pain, all the rejection, all the regret People shun me for what I do But they don't understand, This is the only way I can cope They're judgement only makes it worse A clap of thunder sounds as her face flashes in my mind Sobs escape my lips as I dig my

Mirrored Wounds by otaku-kami, literature

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Mirrored Wounds

I watch you from afar Helpless Wishing I could take your pain and tears With each tear that falls from your eyes It finds its lover within mine With each kiss of the razor Made upon your porcelain skin There is a mirrored crimson mark left on mine In an effort to take your regret and sorrow I will run this steel across my wrists Let this blood wash all your pain away You say you don't want me hurting Yet when you take up your razor It leaves eternal wounds on my soul Knowing you hurt, unable to truly help you Therefore I leave bloody paths of regret on my arms Hoping, useless as it is, To alleviate your suffering in some sma

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Seeing you drown in this sea of sorrow And unable to take my outstretched hand In this way we are dragged to the depths Your sea of sorrow It becomes an ice covered lake To see you die, I won't allow it Dragging you from suicide It's all I want As you open your eyes Under a cold layer of white am i pulled The last you see of me before I drown, Is my arm thrust above the surface And written by a blade upon my wrist Are the words of eternal pain "I love you"

Lurking Within by otaku-kami, literature

Sorrows of the Elvehan by otaku-kami, literature

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Sorrows of the Elvehan

In this final hour, Arlathan, the great city, burns My brothers and sisters, the Elvehan, drown in a sea of blood The shemlen blades drink from our helpless, the old and the young Our gods have forsaken us, they turn a deaf ear to our pleas The walls in harmony with nature, they fail us Human mages meet our forces and slaughter the weakened defenders My love, she fell in battle while saving my life As I struggle through the chaos I watch helplessly as a young girl's throat is slit She falls, gasping and clutching a toy as a pool of crimson flows from her How could this tragedy befall us? Our age of glory and power has come to an ab

Deepest Desire by otaku-kami, literature

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Deepest Desire

I long to feel your touch When thinking of you I find peace, yet pain "Am I truly worthy of you?" This thought tortures me endlessly And yet, because of it I try even harder Still, no matter what I do I feel like I don't deserve your love Your undeserved love, it keeps me alive Every morning when I wake, You are first in my thoughts In my waking hours, knowing you think of me as often Gives me joy and hope that life is worth living At night I gaze upon Luna herself And wonder if you are watching her, thinking of me As I drift into the realm of dreams Thoughts of you elicit a loving smile My greatest desire is to spend my life

Undeserved Love by otaku-kami, literature

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Undeserved Love

The sound of your voice, Your touch, they keep me alive You are my everything, My world, my love All I can think about Sometimes I wonder, Do think of me as often as I think of you? Tell me, why are you happy with me? I don't deserve you, I never did anything right You're to good for me, But I'm glad you are with me And now, Since we are kept apart, I feel like dying Even though I know you will be in my arms again, The fact that you aren't right now, It's killing me I was going to end it all, But you begged me not to I could never hurt you And so i stayed in this world Only because I love you Can you please forgive me?

I Miss You by otaku-kami, literature

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I Miss You

When you died, my world went with you I miss you Your laughter, your smile.. They used to light up my world, but not anymore.. because you're gone Sometimes I wonder.. Are you in heaven, watching me like they say? Or are you gone forever, like I fear? I think of you everyday, and each time I do, I cry Will I ever be happy again? Like I was each moment we spent together? When we were together.. that's when I was happiest But that time is gone Now it's nothing but sadness and loneliness When you put the knife to your wrists.. You didnt just end your life.. you ended mine Now, even when I smile I'm dying in

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Shadow Romance by otaku-kami, literature

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Storms of Regret by otaku-kami, literature

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Mirrored Wounds by otaku-kami, literature

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Mirrored Wounds

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Lurking Within by otaku-kami, literature

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Deepest Desire by otaku-kami, literature

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Deepest Desire

betrayed - a poem by otaku-kami, literature

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betrayed - a poem

this life,these emotions its all so confusing i gave her my heart why did she take it just to smash it to pieces as i tried to pick up the shards that remained i reached out to my "friends" but they slapped my hand away they say im fine that i just need more time if they mean eternity i guess they're right no one tries to understand me all this chaos inside but now as i open up my wrists and my vision begins to fade the chaos known as emotions and suffering it all slowly grows quiet so now in my final moments i can...at last...know peace

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About otaku-kami

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Oct 21
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well...im just an everyday guy from seattle? i love coffee, anime, manga, video games, reading, writing, animals...rainy weather..darker clothing and make up lol,,stuff like that?
i wish i culd draw manga and such..but im a really lousy artist XD
id love 2 cosplay..but unfortinantly i dont have th money T-T

Current Residence: washington state
Favourite genre of music: emo, screamo, punk, metal, gothic, alternative, ect
Favourite style of art: manga
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Favourite cartoon character: Kallen Kozuki
Personal Quote: When everything falls apart..do yew know who will stand by yewr side?

Favourite Movies

i am legend, seven pounds, underworld series

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

alesana,nightwish , a day to remember, asking alexandria, motionless in white,ect

Favourite Games

anything from bioware <3

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2, gamecube, xbox 360

Other Interests

music, animals, reading,video games, anime/manga

Posts

Jul 15, 2011

back 2 the world XD

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well i successfully survived my 2 weeks in the little place known as idaho XP and suprisingly it was actually pretty fun :D naturally bein around stephy-chan was amazing but im talking bout like th stuff and places we went 2 lol there was this little art gallery and it has some beautiful paintings in it <3 and this little hand made chocolate store XD vut i still think th best thing was getting 2 just hang out and talk w stephy-chan for 2 weeks :) im way 2 used 2 just talking 2 her whenevr i want now cuz without thinking i walkfd around th house looking 4 her so i could show her a video on youtube lol anyways aside from havin lotsa fun i

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Jul 1, 2011

Preparin to enter the scary dimension of Idaho lol

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well as of tomorrow ima b over in idaho 4 awhile..guna b intresting lol complete city kid stuck out in the middle of nowhere surrounded by country people XD hahaha ^^" Stephy-chan! yew bettr keep me safe or I'll cry XP anyways....i already have another idea for a poem...namely due 2 a few personal reasons...probablt work on it while I'm over there, possibly get a bit of help from stephy-chan...... anyways won't b on here 4 awhile but i should b posting a poem soon as i get back :D cya (^.\)/

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Jun 27, 2011

YAY!! XD

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Well I'm gonna b heading over 2 Idaho w Stephy-chan on saturday for a couple of weeks :) not a big fan of idaho its self but th idea of 2 weeks spent uninterrupted with her is more than enough to entice me over to that little place in the middle of nowhere lol anyways...as of july 2nd i wont b online 4 awhile but who knows...i'll probably end up writing some more while im over there and when i get back i'll post it :)

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GlitchedPhoenix

Oct 6, 2012

Thank you very much for the fav!!

Aug 25, 2011

You have been hugged!!!

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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

Aug 1, 2011

Hugs to you!

EPIC HUG TIME

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

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3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

Jul 6, 2011

Hey you got tagged in my journal! [link]

Jun 26, 2011

Thanks for the watch!

Jun 30, 2011

no problem

yewr stuff is fucking epic lol